Ramblings: why wont you be my friend?

Today's message is for someone specific and hopefully he will never see it but at least I got the chance to say it. I am a good person, and a great friend. I am sincere, loyal, honest, smart, relentless, and lovable. I am also annoying, relentless, sincere and honest to the point of painful. It is true I am all those things, but you will never have a friend that loves you as much as I do or cares about you so much that she is willing to loose your friendship but will be honest enough so that you never look or act like a fool in front of others. This is why I am more than a little obsessed with reminding you that you seem arrogant and smart ass to all who see you or hear you speak. I know that you are honestly enthusiastic about certain things, and a downright believer of others. I can't be like you when it comes to your job, I don't have the faith you do in the future of my country. But I admire your faith and determination. And even though you don't want to deal with this now, I am still your friend, and I will be here whenever you need me. Amen, end of speech.